9/02/2012

Good Time , Good Life (:

Finally post again , long time din't update my blogger 
Busy ? Sometimes *EXCUSE*
Hahah,Damn .

This month , I mean August . I knew September right now ._.
Quite moody .
Hmmm,seriously I rather sleep at home every moment .
But what can I do ? Nothing .
Helpless ..
Even sometimes I wanna find someone telling my feeling ,no one .
Sorry ,I don't know how to talk about myself.

People whose always thought I had a lot friends .
Yea , I had a lot .
So ? They have their time ,and I can't be so selfish .
I knew I had a bad habit,that is my weakness also.
I always think if this thing is mine , I rather hurt myself I'll also protect that what I want.
But I want my Friends.
I'm 17years old this year ,adult already (:
Yea,I'm growing big . But if can choose ,can I stay back in my child life ?
In adult world ,a lot thing give us to learn .
If you'r wrong ,who do think you are ? People won't give you a chance to change it .
Please don't be naive anymore Lim Poh Yuan (:

Reality is getting Cruel .
If you'r a kid I think people will forgive you (:
But I'm not .

On September, My home will meet a new born baby .
We are waiting for you
Excited and happiness (:
I wish baby and my sister will stay strong and healthy also.

September ,please be good to me !

Few more days , my heng dai birthday5/9 my ji mui birthday6/9 and my ex birthday7/9 (:
My god,sudden so many ._.
Hahah,don't ask me why I keep remember my ex birthday.
Excuse me , their birthday are continue going on how come I can forget about that ?
Hahaha.
I'm so silly huh? I remember that day I asked my friend : wanna wish him happy birthday anot?
*SLAP*

Count on day by day ,almost 9months already being single .

Bored , lonely I don't know how to said (:
But I get my freedom .
Yea, is quite free to being single
You don't need to care about a lot things.
But need to care about friend feelings.
Especially those in a relationship that one , don't be too near their boyfriend :)
This is the rules .
But I knew those understand me ,they won't care also one right? 

In a relationship isn't a good thing ?
Would I give him my answer on that day ?
Isn't bother their life and time ?
Isn't hurting them ?

Sorry, that is what can I said .
I knew I not a good girl .

If that day I din't give you my answer would you sad?
You said after that day I din't give you my answer mean yes right ?
If I let you disappointed again would you blame me..?
 Sorry again . 















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